I have the biggest news of my life and there's no one I can share it with.

After months and months of waiting, I got what I wanted.  Finally.
The days leading to it were a mixture of anticipation and nervousness.
And, yes, there was some doubt.
But it was too late to back out and I knew this was what I wanted.

I still don't know how I feel about it now that it's over.
I guess that's a good thing. 
At least I don't feel bad about it.
Well, not yet. (Jeez, I'm such a pessimist)

I do know I'm scared.
Scared of what's going to happen moving forward.
How things will change.

I know myself.
I might will obsess about this.